Jason

Thu, 27 May 2004 05:02:36 GMT

dont expect fuck for an update here. Nothing in my life is worth updating anyway.

why

Thu, 20 May 2004 05:51:31 GMT

i need to go to bed so i can get up for work in the morning. i've felt so emo for the past few days. I just wish life was easier, why cant the one thing in my life i care about go right. Why does there have to be problems? Why does there have to be so much pain? Why cant we be closer? Why does it seam so wierd? Why have i just sat around my apartment the past 3 days and hardly moved? Why do i miss you so much? Why? Because I love you thats why. Jesus I feel like a Smiths song.

Fri, 14 May 2004 11:05:02 GMT

Dont want to go to work today. I've been really depressed lately, I really have no reason why. It just sorta came on, I get like that sometimes. Im sorry if i was acting distant or strange. I know I always say nothing is wrong, its just I dont always know how to say what it is that is wrong. Because well im not really sure whats wrong. Honestly nothing is wrong, im just down on myself for no real reason. But ive got to go to work now. I hope i get to talk to you today, that always makes me feel better. I love you more than anything and i miss you every minute we're away.

Jawas666

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 03:38:06 GMT

I think my girlfriend needs to UPDATE her livejournal!!!!

Jawas666

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 03:21:48 GMT

I finaly got around to getting the internet all hooked up. So im back on line kids. I was totaly unproductive today. I just played online all day. Must go out tomorrow and take pictures or something, its sopose to be really nice. im tired cold and hungry right now. So i think im gonna go get something to eat.

Jawas666

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 15:06:37 GMT

Well this is it, im gettting ready to load up and head out to my new oe in Seattle. Should arive there sometime friday. Not sure when the next time i will have access to here will be, probably sometimenext week i'll be able to get on and make and update. Just try not to trash my page to much while im gone. BYE!

Jawas666

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 21:23:41 GMT

Sometimes i wish i would forget certain things. Why do i have to be curious and think, "hey i wonder what this might say" Well now i know what it says, but did i really want to know. Who knows really. All i know is I leave for Seattle in 10 days. And I cant fucking wait.

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 22:52:15 GMT

I start work for Delta in Seattle on march 1. So if i can swing it id like to ststartriving out on the 24th. Im really excited about this. Im flying out tuesday to look for a place to live and talk with the guy from work while im out there. I've found a few places i want to check out on-line. Pops is sopose to come down this friday or saturday with either my bro or moms not sure yet, to pick up my Tv (selling it to my bro) and some antiques. I still have to call Delta cargo about getting the rest of my shit shiped out there. And dear IRS where is my fucking money yo. Direct Deposit that shit now yo! Been rather borign here this past week, I really wish someone was here. But ive beeen trying to keep busy, been getting some shit ready to be packed up and ive been listening to ALOT of Samhain, not sure why just felt like listening to Samhain. OK thats my update.

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 14:43:37 GMT

Ahhhh i hate work! really i hate this place!

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 06:33:02 GMT

So here i am back in Georgia. I dont have to be back to work until friday, until then Laura and myself are just chillin around here. I really hope i will find out something about Seattle within the next week. I really dislike the south and need to get out of here. Well OK kids thats my short update about my life.

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 20:15:57 GMT

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 01:38:06 GMT

Food is cooking so i figured now is a good tiem to do an update. Laura is back in 'bama, i miss her lots. I've decided to make another big move in my life. Tomorrow im putting in for a transfer to Seattle. It's something i've had in the back of my mind for a few months now and right now seams like a good time to take this chance. This move will be ALOT harder then my move here to Atlanta but i'm ready for it. Plus hopefully I will have laura with me and my uncle lives out in Seattle now plus my friend Joey is out there so i already know people there. The hardest part will probably be the move out there. How do i get my stuff out there, I can not afford a truck ($1200-$1500), I could fly most of it out there or i could just sell everything i have and start all over when I get to Seattle.

OK my food is reay so this update is over.

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 03:46:54 GMT

Laura is hanging out the window smoking, AGAIN! Watching Will and Grace, i dont even like Will and Grace what am I doing! Being broke sucks uber amounts of shit. Vacation in 1 week, cant wait, i need 2 weeks off work really bad. That place is starting to drive me crazy. OK this is my weekly update have fun kids and try not to kill any rabbits.....

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 17:17:35 GMT

Its raining so damn hard today. In case anyone cares im soaked. I love having wet feet. NOt much new going on, Laura is back so that makes me happy :) But not having any money AT ALL suckes a big one. I hope we can last another 10 days on the food we have and no money. OK so i updated i hope YOU'RE happy :p

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 05:20:08 GMT

So new years was spent alone again this year. Although I did get a phone call at 11:58 from someone very special to me. I would have had someone with me but things out of both of our control prevented that from happening.
Im uber lonly now. Its so quite here now. BUt i've got our fish here still to keep me company.
OK its late so im going to bed now, Happy New year everyone.

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 18:32:10 GMT

Work is abit boring today. I've drank way to much tea so far, mabe 5 cups, i've got to pee like a racehorse. Goodtimes. 1:27, im betting laura has been up for about 2 hours now, maybe. Must be nice to get to sleep in all day everyday ya bum :p On a more searious note, its nice having a roommate now. Nice to always have someone there to talk to or crack my toes. Ok I've got to go look productive now, supervisor is stairing at me.........

things and thigns

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 04:46:11 GMT

So I got an iPod for christmas, it didnt work yesterday. i fucked with some shit and now it works. Im happy. 24 hours of A Christmas Story is on TNT right now. Its all i've watched tonight, its a tradition. Have to work tomorrow on christmas day, this should be against the law. its fucking christmas for fucks sake. But after work i get to drive to alabama to pick someone up :) YAY! yeah, well i dont have much more to say so this is it. have fun fuckers and Merry Christmas!

I am now BME free

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 23:01:01 GMT

LAYER ONE:

-- name: Jason M. Baute

-- birthplace: Covington, KY

-- current Location: Newnan, GA

-- eye color: Hazel

-- hair color: brown

-- height: 6'3"

-- righty or lefty: righty

-- zodiac sign: Capricorn

LAYER TWO:

-- your heritage: German/Irish/French

-- the shoes you wore today: the ones on my feet silly

-- your fears: rubbing my eyes too hard and poping them (yes fuckers thats really my fear)

-- your perfect pizza: I dont eat pizza

-- goal you'd like to achieve: make it thorugh tomorrow

LAYER THREE:

-- your most overused phrase on AIM: Cyber sex? hold on let me get the disk out of the disk drive first

-- your thoughts first waking up: FUCK its cold!

-- your bedtime: way to late

-- your favorite memory: the first time i remembered her name
LAYER FOUR:

-- pepsi or coke: water

-- mcdonald's or burger king: niether fool

-- single or group dates: single

-- adidas or nike: adidas

-- lipton ice tea or nestea: Twinings beotch

-- chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

-- cappuccino or coffee: hot tea

LAYER FIVE:

-- smoke: nasty, very very nasty, and someone i know better quit that nasty habbit soon :)

-- cuss: fuck no, you fucking fuck fucker

-- sing: when noones looking

-- take a shower everyday: no

-- have a crush: im not telling!

-- do you think you've been in love: no

-- want to go to college: been there done that

-- high school: St. Henry

-- want to get married: to a girl!?!??!?!? i hope so

-- believe in yourself: yes

-- get motion sickness: nope

-- think you're attractive: ask someone else

-- think you're a health freak: ummmmm yeah

-- get along with your parent(s): why yes i do

-- like thunderstorms: like!?!? LOVE

-- play an instrument: hhahaah yeah a skin flute

LAYER SIX:

in the past month...

-- drank alcohol: yes

-- smoked: no

-- done a drug: no

-- had sex: yes

-- made out: yes

-- gone on a date: yes

-- gone to the mall: yes (i hated every second of it)

-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no

-- eaten sushi: no

-- been on stage: no

-- been dumped: no

-- gone skating: no.

-- made homemade cookies: yes

-- gone skinnydipping: no.

-- dyed your hair: no

-- stolen anything: no

LAYER SEVEN:

ever...

-- played a game that required removal of clothing: yes

-- if so, was it mixed company: yes

-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yep

-- been caught "doing something": nope

-- been called a tease: yeah

-- gotten beaten up: yesh

-- shoplifted: like yeah

LAYER EIGHT:

-- age you hope to be married: the age people tend to get married, i dont know thats a stupid question

-- numbers and names of children: girl - Audrey or Collet. Boy - fuck if i know, not Jason Jr.

-- how do you want to die: realy old

-- what do you want to be when you grow up: i am grown up and im a bum

-- what country would you most like to visit: England or France

LAYER NINE:

in a significant other...

-- best eye color? not brown

-- best hair color? dark

-- short or long hair: i dig on short hair but long is nice as well

-- height: shorter than me

-- best weight: no fatties (fatties = so fat she cant even get out of bed)

-- best articles of clothing: jeans, tshirts, sweatshirts

-- best first date location: dinner/movie

-- best first kiss location: on the lips

LAYER TEN:

-- # of drugs taken illegally: alot

-- # of people i could trust with my life: maybe like 5

-- # of CDs that i own: more than 3 less than 77,000

-- # of piercings: 0

-- # of tattoos: lots

-- # of scars on my body: im one big scar

{x} current clothes: shorts and a tshirt and some socks

{x} current mood: itchy

{x} current taste: chocolate

{x} current hair: just kinda chillin there

{x} current annoyance: none

{x} current smell: the air in my loft

{x} current thing you ought to be doing: installing the firewire card in my computer

x} current desktop picture: skull!!!

{x} current book: Dude, Wheres my Country

{x} current refreshment: silk

{x} current worry: remembering her name

{x} current crush: a girl yo stop being so nosey

{x} current favorite celebrity: The labbat blue bear

Stolen from Jayme!!!!!!!

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 19:13:25 GMT

I _______ Jason.
Jason is ____.
Jason thinks a lot about _______.
When I think of _________, I think of Jason.
I think Jason should _____.
Jason needs ______.
I want to ____________ Jason.
Jason has a lot of ______.
The worst thing about Jason is ______.
The best thing about Jason is ______.
Jason can't seem to _____.
I love Jason _____.
If I could describe Jason in a word, it would be _______.
Someday Jason will ________.
Jason reminds me of _______.
Without Jason _______.
Memories of Jason are ________.
Jason can be __________.
__________ is how I describe meeting Jason.
I am ________ with Jason.

I am the rocker, I am the roller, I am the out-of-controller!

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 23:58:21 GMT

Its still butt fucking cold in Georgia! Have i mentioned I hate Georgia. There was a plane crash near me the other night. If it wasnt so shity outside I would have gone to take some pictures. Work suck right now, so much shit going on. I need to get out of here. If the airline industy wasnt so damn fucked up right now id transfer out of Atlanta but right now this is the safest place for me to be. I've been giving some thought into trying to get in-flight (flight attendent) that would be nice. Ive got 4 days off in 2 weeks, not sure yet what im gonna do. i'll go home to Cincinnati for a day or two but id like to go some place else also.

Thu, 04 Dec 2003 13:49:03 GMT

its 35f outside and raining. And I have to work out in it. I wish it was 10 degrees colder so it would just snow! My feet are wet and my head is cold, im going to die today.

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 19:41:07 GMT

I just went out and bought the new Johnny Cash Box Set: Unearthed. 5 cd's 4 of which are all unrealeased songs he recored with Rick Rubin during the past 10 years. My whole day is set now.

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 00:05:39 GMT

I couldnt sleep last night and as a result I was dead tired at work today. After my trip to New York this week Its made me realize I really need a change of scenery. I fucking hate living in the south. I fucking hate Georgia and I really fucking hate Atlanta. There is a job opening in Seattle Washington right now but I dont know if I want to go out west anymore. My top choices are still Chicago, Dc and New York. There is also an opeing in Cincinnati but I dont want to go back there. Boston would be nice also. I really hope this tiem next year im not in Atlanta anymore. I dont know how much more fried chicken and collard greens I can take before I kill myself.

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 04:09:58 GMT

Well im back from New York. I had such a great time with Annie. I really wish we had meet much earlier. We went and saw Love Acctually on Monday night. Its a mirrical we made it with Annies great sense of direction :) But we did make it and the movie was very good. Tuesday we had lunch with my friend Ben then we just walked around the city. Walked down 5th ave, that really put me in the Chirstmass spirt. Then we headed over to Roosivelt Island. Now that is one fucking creapy place. Being over there was so depresing we left there and went straight back to 5th ave to cheer us up again. I really had a great time hanging out with her. Even though we didnt do all that much but it really is not what you do but who you do it with that makes something great.

My life resembles 28 Days Later

Thu, 06 Nov 2003 23:54:11 GMT

Strangest thing happend to me Early Wednesday Morning at around 3:30am. I drove my moms car back home from my friend Steves house. The entire drive home which takes about 15 minutes I saw not a single car. Nothing. Noone was out at all. I even had to drive under the Interstate and there where no cars on it either. It was to say the least a bit odd.

Hotel is booked for nyc 17th-19th

Other thatn that my life is still as boring as ever.